Capricorn Lunar Eclipse: Gifts of Our Fathers

One recent, beautiful day, I suddenly found that I couldn’t bear being inside for another moment. I grabbed a hat and headed out to the back yard. It’s a mess out there; an orderly person, I was beginning to feel desperate and panicky every time I walked out the back door. So while I was outside I decided to tackle the mess. I started pulling weeds, and within an hour I’d filled three trash cans and was sweating, tired, and completely happy.

Whenever I spend time up to my knuckles in dirt it’s as though part of me has come home. I’m the daughter of a Capricorn farmer who was blissfully happy spending hot, humid summer afternoons in absolute solitude, meditatively traversing his acres aboard a tractor. But even in the early 1960s small farms were struggling, so he also drove our school bus – “to support his farming habit,” my mom liked to say. He did whatever he had to do to make a go of his farming while supporting his family, working long hours and odd jobs. He even tried to make farmers of my reluctant brothers, who made it clear they had other plans for their futures.

I know many astrologers, artists, writers, and metaphysical practitioners, myself included, can relate to this idea of supporting our vocational “habits” with other sources of income. We devote long hours and much love to our work, usually for little money compared to what we might earn in a regular job. For many years after becoming a professional astrologer, much of my earnings still came from side enterprises like website design and PR copywriting. If someone asked me what I did for a living, though, I always answered that I was an astrologer – because regardless of how much I earned from it, that’s how I thought of myself.

I suppose this stubborn determination to support my astrology habit is another legacy from my father. In his quiet way, Dad demonstrated that dedication to the work you love – and not how you earn your money – is what defines your vocation and makes you a success. An advice column I used to read included a letter from a musician who wrote in to complain that after many years of struggling to make a living, his art still didn’t support him financially. The columnist reminded him that earning money from other sources wouldn’t make him any less a musician. “Maybe,” the columnist wrote, “it’s time for you to support your art for awhile.” And as my dad demonstrated, that’s true – sometimes, we have to be good fathers to our work and support our vocations, rather than the other way around.

The rather formidable chart for this month’s Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse features a face-off between the Sun and Venus, goddess of money and love, in Cancer in a harsh opposition to  the Moon, Saturn, and Pluto in Capricorn. If you’ve been struggling financially, or feeling like a failure because the work you love doesn’t pay enough, it may be time to take a more realistic view of money’s role in your vocational happiness.

Take a closer look, too, at your relationships. The dark side of Capricorn’s tenacity is a certain ruthless single-mindedness, and our bonds with others often suffer when we give too much to our work, sacrificing the soft, Cancerian shapes of domestic pleasure. With Venus approaching a trine to Neptune as well as the opposition to Saturn, we have the opportunity to recognize which of our relationships were built on shifting, sandy soil and to embrace those that were founded on enduring bedrock.

When the Sun is moving through tender Cancer, we grow nostalgic for childhood summers, ice cream trucks, and the safety of our mother’s protective embrace. But it’s all too easy to stay nestled in her arms for too long instead of venturing out of your shell and tackling the world. This eclipse marks the turning point when Cancer’s baby must leave the tide pool and learn to fend for herself. Teaching us how to take care of ourselves was dad’s job, and the Capricorn Full Moon reveals how well those lessons were learned. Dad may have been loving, cruel, or absent; successful or a failure. But his example undoubtedly informed your values and visions about your place in the world.

Perhaps like my back yard, your vocational garden has been overrun with a chaotic tangle of weeds, or maybe you’ve been tending the wrong garden altogether. At this Capricorn Full Moon, it’s time to nurture your ambitions just as you nurture your pets, plants, and loved ones. Let us be thankful for the gifts of our Capricornian fathers and honor them by claiming our true vocations and defining our personal visions of success. Let us be frugal stewards of the earth’s bounty and steady friends and lovers upon whom others can rely. And let us tend our gardens well – pulling weeds, clearing away what isn’t needed, and being willing to get our hands dirty.

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6 comments to " Capricorn Lunar Eclipse: Gifts of Our Fathers "

  • You are smack-dab-right-on (for me) and this is EXACTLY what I needed to hear.
    I’m typing this with broken, dirty nails and sweat-stained armpits.
    Yet I’m taking a break, am now inside and working on my next Equine Blog….which is my trill/joy/nirvana…..
    This is very validating and encouraging.
    Thank you.

  • Lavanga

    As this eclipse directly opposes my natal 24 Cancer in the 8th house, I’m definitely feeling pulled out of my shell!

  • Gabrielle

    Your post so delightful, like pure nectar, thank you.

  • Anna

    The idea of “supporting our vocational “habits” with other sources of income” has been on my mind a lot this month, and ever since October, really. While I was making money at a vocation I loved, I was overloaded and my deadlines were so demanding that it was injuring my whole body. My boss certainly wasn’t honoring my craft, (nor me) and so I had to take a step back. Maybe my vocation should not be entangled with income. Perhaps I should make money doing something else in order to support the contribution I truly want to make to the world.

    • Lillyfay

      “Maybe my vocation should not be entangled with income. Perhaps I should make money doing something else in order to support the contribution I truly want to make to the world.”

      This is exactly what I needed to hear right now! 🙂 I have been grappling with this concept forever! So thank you!

  • Mary

    Thank you for this thought-provoking post! As a Capricorn and an artist, I have always felt the dichotomy expressed here. I have not taken pride in my ability to support my art, rather than vice versa.

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